Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Cupid's Calm Turbulence

12 September

Weep no more, strength lays not in your fist.
Torrential outcast can only
bring a screen of color and mist,
dragout feelings of a churning sea,
wide whirpool of a counter clockwise twist.
Bleakness fades as reflection arrives,

life rises through rays of sun.
Back and forth, down dark drives,
eyes on the sky with heart atop a crest,
soul of missing emotion will no longer run,
pleasure first, the love grows in your chest.
Emptiness finally fallen, grandeur does enter.
Your heart penetrated, far from shallow.
Depth of dancing emotions bring stature
and desires quenched; abound by your tenderness
your love bestows the kindness of a cloud,
the patience of the moon at rest.
With magnificence you glow without shroud
as radiant a star fanning luminousness.
The universe stagnant, yet you motion 
and waves through all eternity
come grab my spirit and teach me to see,
forever drinking your warm potion
I blessedly find the ultimate destiny.

Sunday, January 20, 2013

The Child's Not So Divine Comedy


The First Circle Entrance: Under the Library      

My academic performance, far below robust, and
the headmaster showed signs of conjugal disgust.
Gazing down on me with one eye rucked, he spoke aloud,
“Education is of no help with this one. It’s certain his brain was left in a cloud.”
All students laughed and finished their writings.
Except I, just sat there and watched the school become empty.
As they skipped out of the brick building on the final bell of the final day,
I was forced far back in the library.
Hidden under a dismembered grandfather clock was a rusty metal door
that only the rotten knew was hidden in the floor.
With the headmaster’s beastly size it took only a single pry.
The clock slid aside and access was there, no choice, I could not deny.
I was cast down, not to return
until I finally had learned!
The heavy door slammed behind and black blinded my eyes.
With one careful step down I went on a dark descent.
Swallowing down fear like a man, keeping balance was the only plan.
Right hand dragging across the course wall,
as memory aided for the quick flash I saw
of the headmaster’s gigantic finger pointed downwards to a light switch so small.
Six blind steps passed yet no floor was below,
only horrid creeks and a damp draft came up so slow.
Alas, my hand found the jagged-edged light switch
with a deep penetration under my fingernail.
Warmth streamed off my finger and tears streamed off my lips.
Lightheaded, cold sweat, I knew not how to deal
and was unsure what could possibly be in store.
A relief came from a flash afar,
where there was faint light down the corridor.
The flash was hidden long and deep,
and my eyes adjusted to see the murky floor.
Unknown liquids were pushing up through the cracks like a swollen sore.
The walls without depth were meddled with mold,
and the air in my lungs almost caused me to fold.
Meters away as high as I could see
were stacked chairs, metal cabinets, and a single étagère.
The fluorescent light flickered a pattern far behind,
creating a dimness that was dreadful and sublime.
Solitude was gained from the ambiance,
and without mind I was in a deep, deep trance.
The beat of the light took control of my body,
bludgeoning and bludgeoning me into a ritualistic dance.
I looked in that direction to find the beam too bright,
and turned back to discover the ray dancing so free,
bouncing from dusty books, to antique cabinet just as happily.
 The light settled on a grand red chair
of velvet cloth with a shiny glean
that was certainly fit for a king,
ever so plush and just as fair
with the dark wood shining new and carved clean.
Inches away my eyes could see
an impressive engraving of mystical calligraphy.
I sat in the chair and halcyon I became,
then a smooth smell of garlic entangled the air.
Too overwhelmed I sat, for my eyes to see
the dim clove that floated in front so free.
The clove grew as wide as the dark corridor
and about as tall as that grimy wall.
The heat of garlic fell on me strong,
and my skin tingled, demonstrating that I did belong.
An old card catalog came into view
and my curiosity started to stew.
I left my seat stepping fast
but too much time had already passed.
Pulling a card I saw the letters and was ready to read
but my brain went to a different land,
and my eyes couldn’t understand.
One card wiggled and shined
and suddenly I was no longer blind.
I grabbed it and was able to read,
“Harum-Scarum.”
The chilling words filled me with dread,
burning my fingers I dropped it and fled.
My loneliness grew and my brain began to loop.
Oh, how homesick my heart grew and so great the pain;
I was forced to stoop until my knees scraped the floor,
oh, how I wished to be at the front school door.
Learning I was and would have no more!
so I backed up, step-by-step, ever careful not to slip.
Then I heard such a ghastly blip,
and existing nearby was Remorse,
but I was the dominant and stayed my course. 
I reached the chair and was invited in,
when garlic appeared, I was smart again.

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Far From Genius




To Become Genius
Have you ever seen light waves?
Not the kind that can be measured in amplitude or frequency,
but kaleidoscopes of prism rays, across warm walls with natural hoorays,
these waves spray hued rainbows so keen to the imagination on any magical Sunday.
Have you ever stood tall in the sky? To land and slide down the smooth rainbow, but why,
and discover the heckle has taken all precious karats. Knack for payback is not gradually. 
Your constitution for sinking teeth provided one great bite, and that rainbow did pay.
With candor you raise and fidelity you exclaim the obvious answer, No.
    Because undiscovered by all but knave, the key to ingenuity
  you claim. To grasp this high level of brain activity,
   you must know the spot so attentively.
  Like Einstein, your brain all to see.
  Innovation and lie
 is at your
           cry.          




Genius Supervener     
            There is a limitless amount of creativity right there waiting so anxious. Your brain is at idle, oh so humbly waiting, for you to unleash that majestic storm of thought. Inspiration has been ready to burst through your floodgates since birth. When those gates crash open you will no longer see light wavelengths as photons from science class. A grasp of the highest level possible will be your sole reflection. Time will slow, as static fluid descends at a non-athletic pace. Then you will be privy to those large waves in your sharp mind, and you may choose to traverse them as a Seraphim does in the great blue. You can skim from crest to trough as they oscillate in leisure. If it is water you fear, then change the fluid to glistening waves of gold. Lie back on your creation and kick your feet up, take a lounge on your knoll. Enlightenment will be upon you. You will then know there is something special about those antiquated beams of light; the ones that stream in through a church window and make bible dust appear to be glitter from heaven.



Initiation: A Moment of Weakness


Don’t Blink

A moment in time is equivalent to what is happening riiiiiiiiiight now. Unfortunately it is now gone, and you are older. If the point of the last sentence didn’t sink in, we can start over. Very well then, we can continue forward in time—as if that was preventable. A moment is literally the word “now” as a noun, which at this very instant is yet gone again.

You just can’t take a moment back. Once a moment happens it simply dwindles away into your memory, or wastes into thin air.  On occasion, a moment can be much more than gazing into the clear sky to follow a jet contrail heading towards an unknown empty space; it can hold a much more significant place in your heart. A moment can be a memory that gets stuck between your brain housing group and your inner soul. It will cause a lump to form in your throat and make a Veteran’s eyes overflow with wet emotion.

Hummingbirds tease you with their split second viewings before they bolt off to the next source of sugar. Then their tiny heart explodes and you never get to see that hummingbird in action again. That very day its eyes closed for good, the hummingbird’s moment was finished. Life is short for them, and your drive to see the bird again hangs in your mind. Is it your selfishness or simply an innate drive to see beauty? Your mental image is of an animal species that amazes and astounds us with its capabilities, and then suddenly in a single moment, ceases to exist. Living in the moment is essential to them. 

It is surreal how vulnerable we are to a moment. You can capture and remember many throughout life, but only a few are unique. These are the special moments that over inflate our heart to its maximum capacity and on any given day, under the right circumstances, it can happen. When a cold breeze blows and the chimney smoke of autumn follows, it can happen. Like a barrel of red wine teetering over a waterfall. On that day, when the precise senses have been gently pricked and it does happen, don’t blink.